Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Don't You Take That Train to Negative Town!

For a while, there was sweetness. He's always thinking about me. 
Sex in the morning, Valentine's candy. 
Red roses blooming in the Bluecoat bottle. 
Could I be one of these people? 
Grow into love like a crocus through the snow.

For a moment, I think it. 

But oh! 
All the girls, their long legs in stockings, 
high-heeled shoes, lingerie shopping, 
long dark curls across white hotel pillows. 

Men with worn hands 
and wide, boyish smiles, 
door holding at grocery stores 
long looks across Christmas lit parties. 

Musicians I'm always crushing on, 
the one it's not impossible 
will one day kiss me under fireworks. 
long fingers tracing my iliac crests.

Twenty-two year-olds with close-shaved heads 
The faces they make to look sexy in pictures. 
Boys and the smoke, the bars and the drugs, 

Trains, and crashing in anyone's bed, 
kissing a stranger for the poetry of it, 
going to sleep alone, and happy.

All this beauty and potential 
build a river between us
I cannot bridge,
he will not swim across.



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